On Trial

Wait and see what they say
It could go either way, besides
Today is the day
I throw my demons out the window

I'll take the day train
Make my way down south to Spain
Confront the rain, and
Anything else the world throws my way

Get outta my way
'Cause I am just about to unravel
Look the other way
I am not your fucking saviour
I am not your fucking saviour
Please don't look for me to save ya

Whose turn is it anyway?
Throw your cards down on the table
Before I run away
Are you not the type to gamble?
Are you not the type to gamble?
Are you more than I can handle?

Put myself on trial
Put myself on trial
Put myself on trial

I'll take the the night train
From Tangier to Casablanca
But plans always change
It'll come together on arrival

Where am I heading anyway?
It's so difficult to decide
Life is so strange
How did I end up on your side?

Can't understand what you say
Please stop swallowing your words
Pronounce things my way
There's too much small talk in this world

Darkness coming my way
Can't do anything about it
Can't look the other way
Ride it out into the lightness
Ride it out into the lightness
I am asking for forgiveness

Put myself on trial
Put myself on trial
Put myself on trial

Ain't laughing at you babe
Just the absurdity of it all
My mind's unravelling
Sweep my brains up off the floor

This world's a crazy place
I have seen more of it than you
You stayed in one place
But I won't hold that fact against you

Can't stay in one place
If I'm so smart why am I so lost?
It's written on my face
A selfish life but at what cost?

Do you think that I'm strange?
Am I acting all peculiar?
Slightly insane?
There's nothing wrong with the familiar
There's nothing wrong with the familiar
I am such a fucking fool, yeah

Put myself on trial
Put myself on trial
Put myself on trial